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Friday, February 16, 2007

Last Unicorn .

Gahh. Just as I thought I've finally finished packing my room, my mum walks in and was like, "EY! WHY YOU HAVEN'T PACK YOUR ROOM AH!?" ): does it mean that I hafta re-pack everything? It is such a painful process that frankly, I am starting to doubt if I am of housewife material.

On a happier note, the family's going out for MacDonald's breakfast tomorrow morning! (: loves it. I love it when the whole family goes out for MacDonald's breakfast :D

And tomorrow night's reunion dinner, oh joy! The cousins, me & CL are all going out for a midnight show after dinner. I was just telling CL today that we went from "hope to see you soon!" to "see you soon!" to "see you tomorrow" to tomorrow's "see you later!" (: see you tomorrow, boy!

Waiting for the parents to get home before we watch DVDs together in the family room :D

Yesterday, I was talking to Simon. I was reading his blog just the other day and seriously, it was so sad that I wanted to cry. I can't tell him, things will be better soon or that he has to cheer up because when someone dear to you passes on, it will be most inappropriate no? I really didn't know what to say to him before that and I was feeling really bad and sad for him. I wished I could have talked to him sooner but as it is, we were both busy with our own stuffs. But yesterday, I was glad to hear that he was back at work and he sounded like his old self (: we talked about alot of stuffs, namely about guys. It was so funny yet thought-provoking at the same time. Me loves Simon muchly, because he is such a nice and funny guy (: and he was there all the while when I was feeling lonely in Shanghai as well. I remembered all the movie marathons at his place after work and all the little outings Simon, Annie and I went on. I love both of them alot and somehow, it doesn't quite feel the same as when I was in Shanghai anymore. I think after we came back, all the realities of the world dropped on us like a bomb and though Singapore is so small, we've always had troubles meeting up.

And later in the afternoon, I talked to Chloe baby. I miss her a whole damn lot too and while talking to her, I started to miss Shanghai as well gahh. Come back home soon, babe! Y

Also, when I was emailing my dad's friend yesterday, I was telling him how sometimes I would really really regret my decision about coming back to Singapore in '05. But then at the end of the day, I realise that there is no point regretting about it because the deed's already done and I just have to make the best out of what I have at the moment. And then again, if I hadn't come back home, I wouldn't have known the people that I know now from school, especially the girls (: That's just about one of the few consolations I have at the moment. The rest of the consolations are things such as being able to hang out with my twinno ( Y! ), being with my family etc.

Seeing Natalie and hearing her these days make me feel kinda depressed. I love that girl alot but seeing her so lost and confused makes me feel thoroughly helpless. She's at this point of her life where she doesn't know where she wants to go, what she wants to do. The most obvious (and workable) solutions are right in front of her but she doesn't want to take them. Sometimes, I think she is pretty ironical but I mean, at the end of the day, she has to choose something for herself. This is her life and no one can help her make a decision. I hope she sees the light at the end of the dark tunnel soon. I love you, NAla.

Oh and thanks to Junbin, I have some dope songs from 罗志祥's newest album. Loves it! :D