' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me and steal my breath Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky Never revealing their depth Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be love suicide I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life
Rain falls angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed You're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive, not dead Tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated I'll hang from your lips And stand at the gallows of heartache that hang from above
I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be love suicide I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life
I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things you said
I'll be your crying shoulder I'll be love suicide I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life
soliloquy ; signed off at 8:18 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
YEP '05
This trip has given me new insights to life, it has filled me with so much warmth and happiness that I have never experienced before in my 18 years. What started off as just another silly trip ended up with one that was so fantabulous that we were all reluctant to leave.
I miss the kids; I miss my Ombala. I miss everything about Vietnam. My mum's complaining that I have yet to smile since I come back. I think I have lost my smile. I am just an empty shell walking around. Physically here, but mentally there.
I am sorry to friends who think that I've been rather rude ever since I come back. I am sorry for not replying and cutting all of you short. I don't think I wanna answer any questions that you might wanna ask about my trip just yet. I only managed to smile and laugh yesterday when I was out with fellow YEP mates 'cos all of us understood each other and what we went through.
I miss the YEP team. We've been through so much ups and downs tgt. I miss all the fun we had. I wasn't used to waking up in the morning with no programs planned for the day. The day seems so monotonous and slow.
I am so used to waking up in the morning and see Ombala smiling. Then he will go to skl and return home at 1130am. Then we will play until 3+ when he has to do his hw and we'll continue playing aft dinner. It felt so weird initially not seeing him the entire day. The day passed so slowly cos I had no 1130am to look forward to. 1 minute seemed like an hour.