' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
If you remember, I had this quote on my nick a few days back: It's not a matter about finding the right person. It's just a matter about being the right person for the one you choose to love. As I was trudging home today, it came up on my mind again and I realised that actually, that is not so. It is really, about finding the right person. I mean, if it is a matter of being the right person for the one you choose to love, then you won't be you. The person you choose to love, should love you for who you are, just as how you love him for who he is. If you have to change for him, then it won't be worthwhile to love that guy cos you can't retain your own unique identity anymore. Yes, it might be a show of your great love for him, but at the end of the day, you will still be feeling miserable. Cos you are not you, and humans are never satisfied so you will have to constantly change to suit him. So, my dream is not to meet a guy who will make me want to change myself for him, but a guy who thinks my life is just great as it is and wants to join in. (:
Anyways, I think I have uber bad memory. Siigh. I always have to go through the embarrassment of people finding out that I "X" their chatbox. You see, when there are too many people chatting with me, I will tend to "X" some boxes. When they reply half a minute later, I will, more often than not, go "Erm. What did I say earlier ?" cos really, I can't remember anything ! And today, in the examination hall, I wrote down one word and I decided it was wrong. So I took up my blanko to blank it away. When I took up my pen again, I forgot what I was supposed to write and there I was, thinking, "Why the hell did I blank it away ?!" So I wrote back the same word to remember a minute later the word that I wanted to use.
I was reading Oliver's blog yesterday and he was ranting about our neighbour banging on the wall in the dead of the night when we are all sleeping. It IS damn irritating, I tell you. And sometimes, they even take shower late at night and we can hear the water swooshing. Oliver hopes the whole family will get rheumatism soon from all the late night showering. So anyhoos, I suggested to Oliver to wake up at 3am this morning to bang back on their wall. "You bang upstairs, I cover downstairs." But of course, yours truly didn't wake up to do it. I mean, sleep is so much more important than this stupid thing and I was just goofing around really. But at 3am this morning, I heard bangings from upstairs. So I think Oliver has done his job. I wonder what will happen. Hahaha. I keep laughing when I think of this. Imagine him banging on the wall like an idiot. Lols. Okays, that's besides the fact. Oliver, if you are reading this, you dumb or what is it ? Jiejie joking only you know. Tsk.
Okays. I will try to update again later. Laura is famished. DINNER TIME ! Oh yah, I lose weight. HAHAHAHAHA ! Jasmine ! Our JFJH is good man. :D
soliloquy ; signed off at 7:33 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
To You.
When the visions around you Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength I'll give you hope Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call Was standing here all along
And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you
I've loved you forever In lifetimes before And I promise you never Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart This is a battle we've won And with this vow Forever has now begun
Just close your eyes Each loving day
soliloquy ; signed off at 2:23 PM
What I Observed In Mac .
Okays. Here I am now, sitting at Mac, waiting for the queen's arrival. Tskful. Supposed to meet me at 10am but wake up at 930 am. How nice lar. Anyways, you are forgiven. :D
So anyways, as I am sitting here, there is this guy sitting at the nxt table sleeping, and he is sleep talking ! How ! Sounds so irritating, I feel like smacking him on his head ! Siigh, how people ?! HOWWWWW !
Oh, someone just gave me the suggestion to tap him on his shoulder. CANNOT LAR ! What if he raises his head and he is not a yandao, I will most prolly die of shock !
Oh gosh, he has just raised his head and indeed, he is damn ugly. Not that I am ostracizing ugly people lar. Oh gross, he slurped back his saliva and gave a snort, sounding just like Babe the Pig. SOMEONE SAVE ME ! Should I really smack him hard and go, "OEI ! You sleep talk and snore leh !" But sounds very mean right ? Siigh.
At this moment, as I am typing, he is whining in his sleep. Sheesh. Fadhleen says to let my phone ring at its loudest but I doubt it is gg to be of use. Cos he is sitting near the construction site and it is alr VERY noisy. FYI, Mac is undergoing renovations at some parts.
EEEEE ! He is snoring away happily now ! SMACK HIM AHHHH ! HAIYAAAA .
Oh goody, he has woken up. :D
NOOOOOOO ! He went back to sleep again. -.-" SIIGH. SAD LIFE LAR ME !
soliloquy ; signed off at 9:48 AM
Saturday, September 03, 2005
Random Entry.
This is rather random, just to remind me of something. You can choose not to read it. :D
Life in the spirit : there will be no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus, for the power of the Life-giving Spirit has freed us from sin that leads to death thru Him. Those who are controlled by the Spirit and invite Him into their hearts will and shall do good things that please the Spirit for the spirit of God is in us all. For the power of the Holy Spirit surpasses all powers and us those who have Him in their lives will be called children of God and that we shall live godly lives in the Father's family, sharing His treasures, His glory, and His suffering, for the spirit speaks to us deep in our hearts that we are never forsaken.