' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
I've noticed this disturbing pattern happen every 2nd semester in my poly years (not that I've been through alot of that; it's only my 2nd 2nd semester). When it comes to the 3rd week of the 2nd semester, I get all sorts of funny feelings because.. It is the time of the semester again. ): The time to start childcare again.
At the very beginning, it seemed a very interesting notion; to go to childcare and look at all those kids and think, "Ah, this is life. So much better than having to attend shitass boring lectures/tutorials." But then, at the end of it, I much prefer having to sit through boring lectures/tutorials than to go to childcare.
Anyways, I shouldn't dwell too much on it since I am starting childcare tomorrow and I should get my spirits up instead of down.
Today, just as we were going out for dinner, my mum was like, "Hey, isn't it about time that you start looking for a boyfriend?" But I don't want to, at least not for now. Because I am very much enjoying time spent with my friends in school and I do not think that I would want to split my time up like some of them do, and miss out on all the actions. Like you know, sometimes we have an outing planned but one of them cannot make it because, "I have to accompany my boyfriend today."
And then again, maybe the feeling isn't right? I remember someone asking me why didn't I have a boyfriend yet and I answered that the feeling wasn't right and thereafter, he asked me what that feeling was (I even remembered where we held that conversation: at the junction of Clementi Road and Commonwealth Road, walking to Singapore Yacht Club to catch the sunrise; but that's beside the point). The feeling. How am I supposed to answer that question when I haven't found the right feeling? The answer will/might come in time when the time is right, I guess.
So many people says, "I won't neglect my friends when I have a boyfriend/girlfriend." But don't we all know better? They will start drifting away unconsciously at first until suddenly you don't even realise that they are not there anymore because it has pretty much become a habit not to see her/him there. And I know for me, it's going to be so much worse because I need to be physically close, I just can't do if that person is miles away from me.
So anyways, I shall go to bed now and be all emo about childcare tomorrow. ):
