' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
I'm a total wreck at this very minute. I've not had a bite since yesterday afternoon and frankly, I have no appetite to eat. I don't even have the mood to do anything.
All I want to do is to just curl up in bed and try to sleep. I need to sleep, I have to sleep. It's the only way out. But even sleep has been denied to me. Then again, who says that sleep stops one from thinking too much? Because I doubt that is the case. I can't even get to sleep, for heaven's sake!
The next best solution that I can think of right now is the sea. I wanna go there and scream or cry or anything. The only place I can think of is Labrador Park because it is such a beautiful place that I couldn't bear to go. I love the feel of the sea breeze and the crashing of the waves, it's all therapeutic. But even thinking about that place makes me wanna cry because it is so beautiful.
You can call me crazy as of now, because I sincerely think I am crazy. I mean, just the thought of a park can even make me all emotional because it seems so near yet so far. Jeez.
Maybe I'm doing it all wrong, maybe I'm just not ready for this. Or maybe I am not sure of what to do and I am screwing everything up. Or maybe..
Even the player's going against me and playing all the sappy love songs, like right now, it is playing Magic Moments by Perry Como which is a very beautiful piece in its own right. But it is not apt for now because it makes things feel so much worse.
Hello, Mr Halloween, can you please come knocking on my door and present me with your steal. And you know what I want, don't you?
The kids are going trick-or-treating tonight and even though it is a very fun and happy occasion, I really can't seem to get my spirits up. ):