' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
Girl, we've come to the end of the line. There's nothing else to be said; nothing to be done. This is the end, there's gonna be no more of this. I'm sick and tired of everything already. Please stop saying that I am your best friend, your confidante, cos it obviously ain't so. You're obviously lying through your teeth when you make that statement. I wonder how the words can come to you so easily. Can you even remember the various times that you sms-ed or talked to me ? Can you remember what they were about ? If you can't remember, I shall refresh your mind to help aid your memory. The only times you sms me are to either 1) find out what bus goes where. 2) lament about yourself and the predicament that YOU yourself put yourself through. 3) borrow things from me.
I mean, HELLO ! Is that what a best friend is to you ? I am sorry to say that I have always treated you as my good friend but I guess it was all just a waste of time. My efforts are obviously going down the drain. There's no point in me always sms-ing you asking how are you and stuffs when you don't appreciate it. C'mon girl ! Open your eyes now and look around you. Take in all around you. This isn't the right thing. Can't you see ?? Is this what a 14 years friendship is to you ? I am just so disappointed in you.
The last straw was when you tried calling me to ask me what bus goes to PS and I couldn't pick up the phone cos I was in class. And you became cold towards me. I mean, HELLO !! It isn't my fault you know ? I was in class, what did you want me to do ? Pick up the fuggin' phone in class for you and risk being reprimanded ?
I wish we could be good friends till the end of time like how many good friends will but I suppose this path will not turn out right for us. Somehow, though I feel sad, I feel relieved as well cos this has been a tiring journey for me. So girl, this time round, we've REALLY come to the end of the line. So long then, and good luck in all that you do.
Though this is somewhat saddening, I am happy to say that I have alot of other close friends around me. Those that will take me for who I am and what I am.
Twinny: Thanks for all the times you pulled me up and cheer me up when I've fallen down hard. LWY muchos. Good luck with your 7 ! HAHAHA. ;p
Psychedelic 4: Hey darlings. Though we've been tgt for only 2 months, it felt like eternity and that we've been tgt for the longest time ever. Thanks for all the times you girls have stood by my side and fight my fears with me. More Psychedelic outings to come, book pages to be filled.
BP: Though we have not been talking alot nowadays, it doesn't mean that we are drifting away. You know that I will always be here and I know that you will too. There is no need for us to always talk as we are just comfy knowing that each other is there.
Lilipops !: -muahs. Thanks for your postie. I love it tonnes. Write more k ! The box is waiting to be filled. Anyways, thanks for all the encouragement you give me no matter it is rain or shine for you. Thanks for the fun times we had outside and the times you try to act cute and make me laugh ! HAHAHA. :b mooooooo. You know I will always be here yes ? And that my shoulders are there for you to lean on too. ((: Be strong !
To those that I didn't mention: It is NOT that you don't mean anything to me. All of you do okays ! Just that.. Time is running short and I hafta start muggin' now if not Papa Cat is gonna be angry with me too. HEHEHEHE. :p Will continue some other days !
