' laura twenty-one on 140608 Having found the elements of joy, she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:
Unconditional love, let me tell you something; I love you just the same if not a little more.
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About Me
If, I ever found
A wishing carpet lying around,
I'd stand upon it and I'd say:
"Take me to his side, right away!"
And then we'd travel very far
To where the magic countries are
That you and I will never see
And choose the loveliest gifts for you, from me.
Ahhh, how much good a cold shower can do. Been lying in bed since nearly 2 hours ago but Mr Sandman has conveniently forgotten about me tonight so I ended up tossing and turning. Everytime I stand in the shower, I churn up things to write about. But when I get dried and sit down to type it out, everything just flies out of my mind. How irritating.
Well, he's back home now.. With his parents. I bet they are really really happy 'cos he is their only child and he hasn't been home for nearly a year. But each time I thought of him so far away, a nagging feeling just slams straight in my face. I don't know. My sister called him yesterday to wish him a safe flight and he talked to me after he had spoken to her. He sounded so strong, so masculine though I reckon he was contemplating whether to answer, just like me. I was afraid to talk to him, afraid that I couldn't take it. But I talked anyways. He was telling me to take really good care of myself and that he will call me once he touch down back in Singapore. That soft whispery like voice of his still sweeps me off my feet each time I hear it. I almost died of a heart attack when I talked to him. My heart couldn't quit doing double beats. Okays, I had better stop thinking about this. It isn't doing me any good.
Skl's starting tmr. To quote my mum, "ahh. How fast. Another day has just gone past. " Indeed. How fast days just seem to fly by. To think it was just a month plus ago when I was telling my mum's friend "Siigh, another month plus before skl opens. SO LONG !" But now, it felt like it was only yesterday when I said that. I wonder how skl would be like. New friends would be made; what would they be like ? New timetable that will take up most of my time; how is my world gonna revolve once skl starts tmr ? AHHHH ! Now you see why I can't get to sleep. What with so much stuffs on my mind.
How can a person always be happy ? Everyone has his/her own problems but it is just a matter of whether they want to share it with their friends or they would prefer to keep it to themselves and solve it themselves. So, stop thinking that you are the only one who is so unfortunate to be having so much problems and worries when your friends around you have their own fair share of problems too. Stop lamenting, stop whining. Don't act as though the whole world owes you sth.
Why do people think that writing in a blog is a boliao thing ? Is it really ? Yours truly doesn't really think so. Some people think that it is stupid to write in public of what you did today. But hello, did I ask you to come read my blog ? No right ? The contents are only for people who wanna know about what I did today and whatnots. And it is a very time-saving, money-saving thing, a blog is. See, you don't have to keep repeating what you did and stuffs. You just write it here and you go, "Wanna know ah ? Go read my blog lah." Done. And if you are overseas studying or sth, you don't have to waste moolah calling or smsing. Just write everything down here if what you want to say is meant for a group of people. Email could be quite irritating lah. Cos you have to find all the email addresses and you fear forgetting one person. At least, if someone doesn't wanna know, he/she can choose not to read. His/her loss, not yours. Hah. And what ? You still think it is boliao ? Then what you want me to do ? Write a one-sentence entry everyday so that not too much stuffs will be divulged ? Imagine your diary going, "Today was fun.", "I had a horrid time today.", "So-so day today." etc everyday. I am sorry to see that your vocabulary is even worse than my 7 year old sister. Okays, if you don't wanna read, go away okays ? Don't come back. It isn't my loss. Thanks. PS: I am just stating example. It didn't happen to me lah. Hahaha. :b BP should know what I am talking about.
How ? After typing so much stuffs to divert my mind away from him, my mind is still lingering on him and him alone. Boo. Stupid brains.
Stop shirking responsibility. I was nice to help you do what you wanted but Laura has a limit to her niceness okays. You are irritating me alot and you had better know it and change before it's too late. If not, byebye to you and in future it will be, "huh ? Who are you huh ? Crazy. I don't know you you come talk to me for what ? " Get the picture ?
