I am so high, I can hear heaven ;

' laura
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Having found the elements of joy,
she is contented and blessed for all that she has in her life. (:

Unconditional love,
let me tell you something;
I love you just the same
if not a little more.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

I am so high, I can hear heaven ;

It's been a really long time since I last came in here. Truth be told, this journal actually holds so much memories for me.

The other day, I was just reading through this journal and I can't believe that I had written here for more than 2 years! This journal holds so much emotions for me.

I started it when I first came back from Shanghai - I was in some sort of depression then because most of my friends had moved on and I felt so alone. Then the start of a new life in polytechnic - the Psychedelic 4 which then became 3 and finally, 2. The many experiences in polytechnic, the YEP Vietnam trip, M, CL and everyone else. My feelings throughout have always been very real. I still feel them keenly at times. Sometimes, I read back and I still feel like crying.

I would never exchange that part of my life for anything in the world. The experiences, no matter good or bad, are what has built me up to who I am today. Despite some of the bad experiences, I am glad they happened. Really and truly. Some experiences are cringe-worthy but not these. These experiences, I hold close to my heart just as the good memories.

With that all said and done, this journal will always be a safe haven for me.

soliloquy ; signed off at 10:58 PM

Monday, March 03, 2008

Rock Scissors Paper

I came across this on the net a few days ago and I'm thorougly tickled pink by it.

I understand how scissors can beat paper, and I get how a rock can beat scissors, but there's no fucking way paper can beat rock. Is paper supposed to magically wrap around rock and leave it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody. A rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock paper scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, Oh shit I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole.

soliloquy ; signed off at 12:04 AM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Rocky Balboa

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody."

soliloquy ; signed off at 10:25 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007

07/05/07

Hello, I've moved. I've moved on to something much better since my blogger is neither here nor there. Like, it's neither the old version nor is it the Beta version.

Anyways, if you are reading this, HAH YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER, YOU DON'T KNOW MY NEW ADDRESS.

Well no, hahaha. I'm sorry for that but I couldn't resist doing it. Well, if you are reading this, COME ASK ME FOR MY NEW ADDRESS WOKAYS. I PROMISE I WON'T BITE (:

And I'll come in to blog randomly just to keep this diary alive (:

soliloquy ; signed off at 7:16 PM

Sunday, April 29, 2007

I remember the last time I went to a concert with Jasmine. She was with A then and I was with M. We talked, we laughed, we had fun together. After dinner, we went our own ways. Jasmine and A went out somewhere while M and I went to our usual spot along the Esplanade.

Fast forward one year down the road, we girls are going alone. The 2 guys are not in our lives anymore but we don't need bathtubs like them right, babe? (: We can have our own form of fun.

I love you, baby. And I had fun tonight! Many more to come (:

soliloquy ; signed off at 1:49 AM

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Mr M.

It's so real that it's starting to scare me.

soliloquy ; signed off at 5:08 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Tuesday the 17th.

Righto, so I'm back earlier than expected because Jasmine had to go light-shopping with her mother. But anyhow, it was a dope day out (:

What started off as a pure chitchat catching up day ended with me spending more money than expected. I knew I shouldn't have gone out with a card, it always make me spend more than I should. But nonetheless, I still feel happy with my buys even though it was just a few items because it's my first buy in months! Been shitass broke and sick during the entire holidays and I think it was a good combination (: being sick doesn't allow you time out to go and shop.

Anyways, I bought a bag, necklaces and miscellaneous stuffs (like toothbrush!). The toothbrush is too cute to resist so I bought it and a pouch to put it in so it's going to be with me wherever I go :D I totally dig the bag though I didn't like it at the start. Initially, I thought it looked rather gaudy and aunty-ish but the more I looked at it, the more I liked it. So maybe that means that I'm well on my way to aunty-dom. Bought 2 spanking neat necklaces; one for my mum and one for myself! And thanks to Hongying who looked out for nitty-gritty details that I couldn't be bothered about (:

If you've carefully noticed, I've a penchant for the Eiffel tower (: I don't know why but I like anything that has the Eiffel tower because I think it's so beautiful. My new necklace has the Eiffel Tower, my current cellphone wallpaper has the Eiffel Tower, even my blogskin has the Eiffel Tower!

I love hanging out with Hongying because she always make me feel so comfortable and we can talk about anything under the sun! We nag at each other alot because we care alot for each other. She will patiently explain why my parents are nagging at me and I will patiently explain to her why her parents are nagging at her! We then saw Sikai at lunch and we went to visit him at his workplace (: we got freebies hahaha. Collecting my Sparky from him during dinner on Friday!

So armed with happy thoughts and happy buys, I am ready to face tomorrow (: bright it on, baby! Lessons aren't going to daunt me and I'm sure it's going to be a good day tomorrow. I shall try not to sleep in class and pay attention to what the lecturer is teaching.

The brother's out at a gymnastic competition and I hope he brings back a trophy! (:

Clarke Quay with the gang tomorrow night (:

soliloquy ; signed off at 6:36 PM

First Day of School.

So we finally started school yesterday and I was glad to see the gang again (: somehow after getting back together again in school, it doesn't really feel like we went on a long holiday. Or maybe it's just me.

Anyways, 3 hours breaks are pure torture. It's too long a time to be slacking in school and yet, it's too short a time to be heading out of school. Smelly Starfish slept in the canteen because, as she said, she was too high in the morning and by the time afternoon came, she was totally washed out hahaha.

Lectures were aight, I guess. I'm loving the timetable for the first 8 weeks because I don't have school on Tuesdays and Thursdays. On Friday, I've only a 2 hours lecture and I have 3 hours break on Monday and Wednesdays (: but thereafter, we've to go into our respective childcare everyday from 9am-5pm.

Has anyone seen PP in school? Hahaha Terr said he saw her in class but try as I might, I couldn't see her at all! And I really think that my best friend changed a lot lol or maybe I'm just pure biased.

Projects are starting to roll in now and the first deadline's on the 1st of June. I hope I clear everything up before I head off for Langkawi in June and New Zealand in December. Might be going off again during the semestral break but that's not yet confirmed.

Aighty, am just about done here. Meeting HongYing in just a bit and chilling out with Jasmine later tonight (: much love, people. Stay gold!

soliloquy ; signed off at 10:33 AM