The other day, I was just reading through this journal and I can't believe that I had written here for more than 2 years! This journal holds so much emotions for me.
I started it when I first came back from Shanghai - I was in some sort of depression then because most of my friends had moved on and I felt so alone. Then the start of a new life in polytechnic - the Psychedelic 4 which then became 3 and finally, 2. The many experiences in polytechnic, the YEP Vietnam trip, M, CL and everyone else. My feelings throughout have always been very real. I still feel them keenly at times. Sometimes, I read back and I still feel like crying.
I would never exchange that part of my life for anything in the world. The experiences, no matter good or bad, are what has built me up to who I am today. Despite some of the bad experiences, I am glad they happened. Really and truly. Some experiences are cringe-worthy but not these. These experiences, I hold close to my heart just as the good memories.
With that all said and done, this journal will always be a safe haven for me.
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